Q: i feel so depressed. i told my aunt i need therapy at first she said she was happy that i just came to her and told her before things got out of control but when i reminded her she said that i was just being selfish because it will cut into her worki time and my skool time. so i really dont know what to do anymore. i have been suicidal and ive looked up online any otc depression pills but i havent been able to find any. i feel so alone and i dont have any close friends to talk to about it and i just wish that i could stop living. i want to be happy with the way i look and the things that i have but i just cant seem to get there. maybe i am selfish because i know that there are other people with worst problems than me but i just dont feel happy anymore. i used to be the light free spirit in the house now im depressed ALL of the time and i hate my life both at home and sometimes at school. i feeli like i dont have any good friends. just people who feel sorry for me. i feel like im a follower and dont have a drum to march to. someone help me, i dont know what to do anymore!
A: If you have been experiencing this for a long time, seek professional counseling please. In any case i understand how you feel and there are many others like you out there. you are not alone! I dont think you are selfish. I could quite understand where you are coming from. You have a void and you need something to fill it. Life may not appear great right now, but trust me, its worthliving and things can get better, but you need to stick around in this lifetime, to discover its worth, to discover, that good friend, that loved one, point is you need to stick around to find what's out there waiting for you! You are special and here for a purpose, just waiting to be discovered don't give up! I'll keep a prayer in my heart for you! cause someone who's name is God (believe it or not) has your back! and loves you very much! and that ain't no lie! 1John 4:10 - Herein is love, not that we loved God, but that he loved us,and sent his son to be the propitation for our sins. 1 Peter5: 7 - Casting all your cares upon him for he cares for you Ps. you can also check to see if your school as a mentor or someone you can talk too